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I have read your book Believe and I read your blog often. I just wish I were as strong as you are.....I have not lost my faith in God.....I just can't get past the WHY. Why did he take my husband suddenly and unexpectedly in front of me and our three kids. WHY ??? He has been gone 105 days and I am just struggling so. We were married 19 years 5 months and 1 day. He was my very best friend. We have a 10 year old, 6 year old and a 1 year old(who was 9 months when his dad died). My husband was only 42. He was a strong Christian man who loved to help others.....and did often. I just can't get past WHY and how am I going to raise these kids alone. We are blessed with wonderful friends who have not abandoned me.....even 105 days later.....and I am thankful.......I am just so lost and lonely without him......

Thank you for that encouragement.

Can you please remember to pray: two more officers were taken down this weekend? One in Oregon and one in Texas.
It is so sad.

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